to think this was aptness as I cut and bleed.
time will pass and,
a lonely chill, be afraid
liveliness? it was random gesture
to draw you in and think of the benevolence.
the munificence it will happen
but this time you will be below
remember the maggots
will they keep you warm?
the rot?
slow deterioration, you will.
come—you can not escape
I am remorseful and not because of this
oh, the essence of tears falling in the dark
my expressions, linger—
think of your good deeds,
kept us out of harm’s way.
then the guilt, it happened quick.
Let loose and be afraid
we are in this together and soon you become brave?
beliefs?
to disapprove?
of deception?
sudden visions, hot tea, the forthcoming?
your voice, it was never heard
it’s time to wipe away those euphoric thoughts
your flesh, now my lungs are on the floor;
the images resembling bodies, our estranged parts
where is the blood?
fingers, skin, books, mistrust
it will come to an end,
the veins desiccate.